Whether she asked you to wait or not, you chose to wait, so stop blaming her for you feeling like a puppet on a string or that it's been three years.
Yes, it's you. You're the problem, it's you
#ToxicMasculinity is never #romantic.
I grew up with so many #misogynistic examples in #entertainment (and life) that poisoned me and my (mis)understanding of #love and #relationships it's no wonder I've behaved so badly and am so fucked up.